Emotional Break Down

I MISS MY BOTAK BOYFRIEND ):

I don't know what is happening after I woke up from a afternoon nap.

Out of a sudden, when I was having my dinner, my emotional broke down.

Silent break.

Many reasons that lead to it.
But one of the reasons are I miss my pillar.

I don't have my pillar.

I want my pillar back.

I have many things to tell my pillar.

I need my pillar so badly now !!!!

Pillar will be away for 2weeks.

And now, all I can do is to wait for my pillar to be back.

Another 2weeks, it's baby's POP day and his birthday.

I don't know how to help him celebrate ley. Can anyone give me some ideaS ?!

Don't know what to update le.

Watch my drama le. byebye~