Was web-cam-ing with ah poon after mn,
after I dl-ed skype program.
I laughed like MAD!
LOLS!

Just for laugh !! :D

Boyfriend came in the morning for sleep. He snatched my bed & I can't sleep back. He damn idiot! So, I had my breakfast and everything. Cooked lunch for him that was requested from him. Am I his maid not? -.- Anyway, after lunch, had movie marathon :D Evening sent him to bus-stop and I went to meet 2pretties for badminton. Was ~!@#$% But, the badminton period of time was my best time to vent my unhappiness. Ah poon made me smiled. haha, thanks poon poon (:
Home sweet home after 10.30pm (:


Brother is coming back tomorrow with grandparents! Isn't it great or what?
They should be staying for a week or more. Hmm...

I just HATEmyself.
Damn fucking HATE myself.
I pleaded & teared. Repeating.
I really don't know what's in my mind thinking now.
I really don't know what to do if I agree to what you said.
I really don't know how to live every single day w/o you by my side.
I really don't know how to change my character/ attitude/ temper/ etc...


Can someone teach me how to be a 100% perfect girlfriend ?? );